little miss sunshine.

pagi ini gw baru ntn little miss sunshine.
and i LOVE it.
seriously.
i mean, really in love with it.


ada percakapan yang paling gw suka, antara si paman-frank dengan keponakannya-dwayne

Dwayne: I wish I could just sleep until I was eighteen and skip all this crap-high school and everything-just skip it.
Frank: Do you know who Marcel Proust is?
Dwayne: He's the guy you teach.
Frank: Yeah. French writer. Total loser. Never had a real job. Unrequited love affairs. Gay. Spent 20 years writing a book almost no one reads. But he's also probably the greatest writer since Shakespeare. Anyway, he uh... he gets down to the end of his life, and he looks back and decides that all those years he suffered, Those were the best years of his life, 'cause they made him who he was. All those years he was happy? You know, total waste. Didn't learn a thing. So, if you sleep until you're 18... Ah, think of the suffering you're gonna miss. I mean high school? High school-those are your prime suffering years. You don't get better suffering than that.

well, as you know, i want to skip all of it.
but,
i smiled when the uncle said that.

suffering.
it's something that makes you learn. it's a things that can make who you are.

gw rasa ada benernya juga dari kata2 itu.

so,
i am gonna live my miserable days (still a long long way ahead, i guess)..
learn from it,
and becoming not-lame-anymore-me.

:)

sleeping to dream - jason mraz

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town

I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.



And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight



Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired of having to live without you
But I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired



I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.) And you were everywhere

I woke up in the ditches. I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere. (You were nowhere)
Well, you were nowhere at home.



As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep



Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired



(Just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)


Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

dimana?

i'm gonna be the fork for your spoon,
i'm gonna be your buddy to be poked,
i'm gonna be the left for your right,
i'm gonna be your mrs. left, dear my mr. right.

(where are you now?)

vierra = labil ?

dengerin vierra emangnya labil ya?
who cares lah.

masalahnya gw lagi suka banget bangetnya ni ama mereka.
bahkan, masang RBT lagu mereka!
hahaha..

jadi ya,, kalo ada yang mau denger lagu vierra pas bengong, telpon aja ke hape gw.

ya ya..gw tau, gw emang lagi labil.

tapi lirik2 mereka bagus2 ko. dan yang bikin nambah suka itu gara2 suara pianonya kedengeran banget! menyenangkan deh dengerin mereka.
(walo emang kadang suara widi-nya ga enakeun pas lagi falset. hha.)

labil dulu lah ya..ahaha.

better woman.

Robbie Williams - Better Man

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

wishes (part 2).

i wish life is just like a movie story.

you can skip all the details.
suddenly there are some words appears on my life screen says :

one week later..three weeks later..summer skip to fall skip to winter and skip once again to spring..now you are in one year later.

wish i have that options.

what time would you wish to land?

i wish..
i could go through zillion times ahead..
so i can skip all these miserable times.

will i see you later?
will i change?
will you change?

well i know everybody's changing.
hopefully, i change into the better me.


p.s. i'm hoping for you too..

janji.

gw janji :

ga akan liat2 lagi,
ga akan curi2 liat,
ga akan pura2 ga sengaja liat,
ga akan lagi terus nge-update..

sampai semua pr saya beres!

jadi..

see ya later, mister.

see you when i see you.
when you really see me.

please, smoga gw bisa nepatin janji ini.

but i know, i just know.

i may not know bout the future,
but i know that i am still in the present.

i may not know if i'm a real fighter,
but i know that i am not gonna lose hope.

i may not know if i can handle the truth,
but i know that i am still gonna wait.

i obviously don't know when you really gonna leave (in my mind),
but i know that i am still here if you come back.

cause,

how can i fall in love,
if i am still in love?

i love you anyway - mocca

its 10 pm and you're late again
and i can't understand what kept you so long
now look at you
wearing that shirt again
don't you realize how ugly that thing is

but even so
i love you anyway
no matter how things have gone
you'll always have me

now here it comes
you complain again
complain about everything
its driving me mad
now look at you
wearing that shirt again
don't you realize how ugly that thing is

but even so
i love you anyway
no matter how things have gone
you'll always have me

you'll always have me