exquisite.

"you were an exquisite waste of time"

kata pertama yang keluar di pikiran gw, "apa sih artinya exquisite??"

exquisite /ek'skisit, 'ek-/ ks. 1 indah sekali, sangat elok. 2 halus sekali. 3 hebat sekali

"indah sekali" dan "halus sekali" kynya bisa kita hapus dari daftar arti..ha. yang artinya tinggal satu arti:

"lo luar biasa ngebuang-buang waktu gw"

seketika gw langsung ngakak. gila, ni kata-kata pas banget buat semua tipe mantan yang sukses ngebuat diri kita bisa menjadi orang terbodoh sedunia.

dan hal itu ga terjadi satu kali di gw.
ga cuma sekali. atau dua kali. engga, bahkan gw ampe tiga kali ngerasainnya.

gosh, i'm even worse than a donkey!

so guys, here is what i need to say all this time..
to each of you who dumped me,

from: http://icanread.tumblr.com (by im-perfectionist)

anyer.

yippie! satu lagi ektra di akhir liburan ini.
akhirnya kesampean juga maen2 ke anyer. untung kantor si ppa lagi ngadain family gathering.
gw perginya berdua doang looh. haha. father-daughter time :)

tapi sayang! pantainya banyak karangnya.. ga bisa maen ombak d.. *sigh*


keren kaan? sayang gabisa dipake maen ombak. huhuu.

oia, that's sunset looked like yesterday :)

being b*tch?

being b*tch or not, is all about what people see and think of it.
if you say this is your decision,
your happiness,
then you're not a b*tch for your self.

and that's what you need to stand for.

make yourself comfortable,
search for your own happiness,
and not others.

as long as you're in the right path.

blah blah blah.

most of my life is about complaining.
i am certainly a complaining person.

i don't like this..i don't like that.
i want this..i want that.
you should have done this..done that.
blah blah blah.

i'm definitely a super hard headed.

but once i lose it,
once i feel nothing bout it,
i shocked.

cried so hard till the hurt stop.
but it didn't stop just like that.

losing YOU,
made me realize that the world is just not about ME.

please don't leave now.
just hang on..

i'll stop saying this and that..
i'll stop,
and let my ego burned down to ashes.

i'll learn to reach your hands once again.
shut my mouth and all the paranoia.

so just stay.
would you?
let us have nite like this,
again and again and again.

:)